Friday, November 27, 2009

End of the Summer

I'm on an out trip for my 6th time! Always a different spot, always a different adventure. Before crossing the creek, but after a delicious custom-vegetarian lunch of bananas and jam on pita, Anu and I sat up-high and spotted a baby red fox. It had the face of a small dog, or bear, and a long body with a bushy tail. For one moment we all sat still, taking in the details of each others differences.

I've been in British Columbia for a month and a half now and still feel a rush from it's beautiful environmental expressions. The kids have been friends, challengers and mirrors - their situations shedding light on my own. I hope the rewards will mask the stress in my memories.

Watching the water run down through the creek makes me feel alive - water is so full of life. My hard skills have totally improved and I feel absurdly confident in the wilderness and on the water. I'm stronger and braver and skilled not only in doing but also in teaching.

So far I've survived and conquered this experience out west, and I look forward to exploring more of this side of my country in the future.

4 more sessions left, many more feats awaiting.

Staff Training Days

Two days ago I saw a seal! And during a 'tour' of 1st crossing we spotted two deer. Camp has had it's down moments (lethal foot cramp + hypothermia kayaking) but more high times (rock climbing, initiatives, skit night, staff splash).


Yesterday we built a fire across the creek. John helped me jump some stones and all of a sudden we were face-to-face with a most spectacular view - nothing to interfere, just straight water at your feet, and then mountains.

We stood there, John, Emily and I, discussing normal things in a quite abnormal setting. It was definitely a sober high. So was salmon run this morning!

First Day at Potlatch

I have traveled to the other side of my country in the matter of 48 hours, and many little stops that both entertained and distracted me from my final arrival. At first glance Vancouver seemed mundane, however, what isn't at 8:00am Monday morn? As we headed more west though, west towards the very edge of the country, almost tipping over the side of it, things began to grow in size, as if we entered "Honey I Shrank the Kids"!

Naturally, or quite unnaturally, when we think of rain it's in a negative context, but spend a moment here in this forest and you'll call it a defining factor that equals more beauty. Equations of nature. Water = lush = green = tall = mist = rain forest = spectacular.

The water of the ocean, not lakes as we're used to, holds a different hue, more icy, looking like foreign colours from a picture of Asia almost. In fact, the whole scene screams NOT CANADA, but alas! Our country is even more impressive than I thought.

Mountains here are the highest I've ever seen them. You can spot water runs down the side, and on a hot day, like it was today, you can still see the snow chilling at the top of each peak.

When I look out off of "our" (really?) dock, I really, truly, can not believe my eyes. It looks as though these mountains are superimposed onto a picture of a foreign country's body of water. Nothing is familiar and everything is lovely.

Especially how tall the trees are. Today, maybe not everyday from now on, but today when I look up at those trees, or at the mountains soaring higher than them above, I lose my breath for a moment. They are so big it scares me. I'm living in a rain forest.

Israel in 11 Days

The bus ride into Jerusalem
Is lined with palm trees
The weather is mild and lovely.
Everything is backwards here.

The hotel is named Cesar
My roommates, Ash and Jess.
Charging an iPod blew the
Power out on the whole of
Floor 5 - wasn’t me.

In North America our youth are
Studying.
In Israel their youth are fighting.
Maybe we care about the environment
Because there’s nothing else to care
About.

Josh says ‘Right on’ and
Traveled from North America to
Peru by hitchhiking
Africans resume their spots
At the bottom of the ladder

British imposed a rule: all houses
Built with stone. Stone is known
To carry energy. Maybe that’s
What’s in the air. What’s different.

The cars are small here, like
They should be.
The view is white; the desert is vast
Walls surround an Old City
As if a wall can protect from modernity

We pray at the Western Wall
Because it’s “some people’s religious custom”
We wash our hand with a bucket
Instead of under the tap
Because it’s “some people’s religious custom”
We separate women from men, because?

Women wail at the Wailing Wall
But we walk away in silence
Backwards of course, as not to
Turn our back to the issues.

The terrain is anything but flat
Much more beautiful than our plain planes.
Limestone formed from coral reefs
Created caves.
Greeks fighting Arabs lived
Here
Cold. Small. Smooth. Beautiful.

Josh’s Spanish guitar plays at the back of the bus
Jews covered in dust.
Orthodoxy seemed threatening
To our logic

My soldier friends are heroes
In this country
We’ve learned so much already
In this one city of Jerusalem

Israeli men can catch your
Attention
With a glimpse of their deep set eyes
They are contemplative and
Honest
Light brown and blue
Here’s looking at you

Did the Holocaust survivors
Really survive?

It was quiet. Serene. Peaceful
Where all the dead bodies lay.
Kids. Soldiers. Placed back
Among nature. Surrounded by the
Stone they grew up with.

I love to be at the top
Looking down on Israel
From Yad Vashem
From Tel Azeka
From Haas Promenade
From my first kibbutz.

A man has a passion for making
Mosaic art
His homeland is his inspiration
Falling leaves off mystical trees
Looks like tiles taking their place
On the grassy floor.

Marc freestyles on Josh’s Spanish
Guitar
Singing a soft melody
Never really know what will
Happen next.

Our soldiers are gone
They’ve taken a part of me
With them
But left me with memories of war
Brave enough to return to their
Fight after knowing how safe
We are.

Through healing each other we overcame
Our sicknesses
By visiting an artist we fed our souls
With truths of Kabala.
We planted trees to sooth our hearts
By knowing we’re all a part of this land.

By the beach the wind howls
Rain quenches Israel’s dry hands
Chimes aggravate in the narrow
Corridors of the Israeli market
Sounds like ‘Him’.

Space is infinite in the desert
Gypsies and devils dance around
A blazing fire while drums
Beat and people scream.

The day in the desert Ares worked his magic
Surrounded by mountains only seen on Planet Earth.
We lay still. Scared. Paralyzed in thought.
He asked us to see a light
In the middle of our forehead.

I did. We breathed. I was
Alone with friends in the
Desert, lying on a rock bed,
Like they used to do.

Kal broke down. Ben fell asleep.
I said ‘thank you’ to Ares.
Thanks for making me. Us. Believe.

You know where the water is
Light, light blue?
At the lowest point on the
Earth.
Cradled by rift mountains
And dried up valleys
Drop back - relax.

Now we’re parting
Now we’re flying
It’s hard to believe this trip is ending
I don’t want to forget
My fast friends
But I know this experience will never
Escape my heart.